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I'm not perfect... (Thanks a lot Adam... :S)
Friday, Mar. 18, 2005, 5:20 p.m.
I guess I was in a too perfect combination back in the Cat High prefectorial board. There were only 4 of us, and we were all very close. HX, bin, jap and I were the ultimate 4. Anything happens, it's the 4 of us against the prob. That was the best team work I had ever. Add that too passion, awesome leadership, we just made an awesome team. That was then. I was too naive to think it will happen again so soon in the Innovian Council.
That's why things went wrong. Stupid me. I once preached on passion back in cat high. I remembered saying "Hatred is the enemy of love. If you realised there's hatred, stop." Looks like I messed up big time this time. This council isn't as small as the PB, and isn't as bonded. Didn't really got the chance to. Different leadership style, and you get misunderstandings. It's hard to come to a new place and suddenly adapt to a new way of things to work. In fact, I probably tried to make them try to adapt to me... sigh. Things didn't work my way, and I thought it's their fault, they're wrong... I should have known earlier when feedback from my own comm bounced back and hit me directly as me being the problem. And then I broke my own number 1 rule: Love, not hate. Sigh. I grew grudges against others. only today did I realise it wasn't that guys fault at all... and that I was so selfish to blame him. Raf is right. I think she's probably the most mature person in the council. She says he's done a lot by taking everyone's job. Nick, if you're reading this, I really am sincerely sorry... I really am. TO think that I actually didn't think of that. In fact, what he's done of doing the job of so many ppl that disappeared is actually quite respectable. Mrs Naidu is right. We can't let cliques happen in the council, and now that I think about it, it was I who started them... And then there's my over-enthuness... Always trying to take up jobs. Makes people feel that I'm always trying to steal the limelight... Sigh. I'm glad that all these happened only during the 1st 3 months. I still have the chance to salvage it, and start anew. I really hope the council will forgive me. It's time I realise that I'm no longer the vice head prefect. I'm in a team now. I've got equal teammates. And this isn't the awesome original CHSPB ExCo... Sigh... miss those guys... Thank God I saw these before it was too late. We all make mistakes. But the worst thing is to commit them without knowing you are... Thank God I found out. Thank God...
Daddy God, please help me. Grant me your wisdom to do the right things at the right time lord. You've helped me so much already. Help me be a blessing to the school, and to serve the school in Your glorious name Lord... Thank you. Amen.
- Daniel
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